I could not continue typing out my blog, which I started this morning.
My faculty of creativity got affected due to the impact of comments of Jerry Thomas today on my writings. Jerry Thomas seems to be such a passive character to me. People, who fail to be honest, bold and frank in their opinions and expressions, can seldom change or impress others. I told him that one must substantiate one’s comments with reliable and appreciable proofs to change another person. He could not disclose the name of a person, who sent him an email, making fun of my recent farewell speech addressing our former Executive Editor Ch Rajeswar. He is scared of giving me the address of his website also. I took it positively but challenged him to write one-page text on any topic he likes as interestingly as I can. Evening my colleague Jerry Thomas commented that my writings need to be improved a lot. I could not look at her being busy with my office work. Today Swagata Gupta wore a beautiful dress. Today I was thoroughly involved in editing the content of South Asian Journal of Management. Morning I started typing out a blog titled “The Blest Night” to post on my blog site of Google. Had my breakfast at Hotel Banjara Durbar and went to our office by 7:30. Freshened up myself and went to the bus stop by 6:45. Today Kiran bought a broom and swept our portion energetically. These items make my life comfortable and cozy.
For long I have been sleeping on a mat covering myself with a light bed sheet. Thereafter bought one mattress, one pillow and two pillow covers for 320 rupees. I bought a beautiful cotton blanket for 260 rupees. He wished me sweet and successful year 2006. Evening received a New Year greeting card from my cousin Narendra Varma in Kakinada. I realized that he knows almost nothing about me as a creative writer. Afternoon my colleague Jerry Thomas said that I am an insane person in the sense that I am wasting a lot of money and time in the pursuit of processing my 12 books and planning to get them published. Today I was partially involved in the editing of South Asian Journal of Management. I spend sadly being unable to talk with her. She sits among her female colleagues during lunchtime. I felt very happy to witness her presence in the office after two days of separation. Got it opened as an authorized signatory. I have been suffering from cold for the last 20 days. Listened to my favorite Telugu cine songs on my Walkman for 90 minutes. I was feeling tired and so could not start my computer system for editing my diary of 1995. Took two pairs of my clothes to the nearby washerwoman for ironing. I silently bore the pain caused by her absence in our floor. Today, Swagata Gupta, my goddess of beauty, did not come to the office. Today I edited one article of The ICFAI Journal of Systems Management. This poem seeks to paint the bliss of my dream of last night in a readable form. Morning typed out and posted a poem titled “31 st Night 2005” on my blog site of Google. Had my breakfast at Hotel Banjara Durbar and went to our office by 7:40.
We are so attached psychologically to each other that we are trying to keep distance in our office environment, not to allow others to suspect that we are lovers. She regrets my absence in the office even for a few hours. Though we have been behaving as aliens in our office, we are deeply in love with each other. It was a classic of feelings of admiration for one another. Last night Swagata Gupta decorated my dreamland. Night we had tasty supper with curd and chicken curry. Kiran and I paid 2,000 rupees toward monthly portion rent, water and electricity charges to the owner of our abode. Evening withdrew 2400 rupees from the ATM Center of Andhra Bank at Nallakunta. I found that she is taller and heavier than him and so an absolute mismatch to him. Went to Malakpet by 11:30 to check the beauty of Jyothi, a prospective bride for my friend Veeru. May my Lord Krishna save her from evil and suffering and guide her toward happiness and success. I was filled with pity for this beauty throughout the day recollecting this classic dream. The third part presented that we had an ideal relationship sometime ago (perhaps in our previous births). So, she is being subjected to the cunning nature of her trusted friends. The second part symbolized that she is in the company of such male friends who use her innocence to their advantage. The first part symbolized that she has a lot of admiration for me and also that I am a great admirer of her. She appeared me like a brilliant star of imposing beauty. The latter half of last night presented Swagata Gupta in my dream.
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